after not posting for so long, I had to check.. so happy to see Hayley still follows me!! (to the person I blocked out, i’m sorry!)
whenever I feel bad.. I go straight to my DM’s and remember this night.
This night, where I sat up scared, crying and never felt so alone in my life.
I’d come so far, but the next move was to do something that made me so terrified I couldn’t speak. I didn’t want this, at all..
In the blind panic, I reached out to the one person who I could think would give me strength.. she reached out back to me in the form of these messages..
but since then.. it feels like I haven’t been able to be strong, and nobody can be strong for me.. I just see no end to this pain and illness.. and that’s because there is no end, there’s no cure and right now, I’m just not sure what I’m going to do..
ParaFiction went down well on twitter!
got about 100+ retweets in total on all tweets!
lost about 20 followers, but it was totally worth it!!
Hayley, if you see this, everything I wrote was a joke! :P
Hayley, your last 2 posts have become my favorite things from tumblr ever.
the grandma’s watching kim kardashian’s sex tape and fun.’s cover of Call Me Maybe!! perfect :P
2 notes Tuesday, May 1, 2012who tagged me: beaniesbeardsandhaironfire
Rule 1: Post the rules
Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make 11 new ones.
Rule 3: Tag 11 People and link them to your post.
Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them
- ever been in a car crash?
once, a hella long time ago. it was not fun, nobody was seriously injured though
- if you could have one super power what would it be?
honestly I’d love to be able to read peoples minds, and be able to tell them what to do.
- if you drive what car do you drive? if you dont what car do you want when you can drive?
Ford Mustang for sure! but right now I really want a scooter.
- biggest lie you’ve ever told you parents?
I don’t really lie to my parents, I pretended I wasn’t sick for like.. 4 months? if that counts.
- would rather be deaf or blind?
definately deaf, I don’t think I could live without my vision.
- McDonalds or Burger King?
Burger King!!
- biggest inspiration?
Paramore, enough said.
- If money wasnt an issue would you get plastic surgery and what would you get?
um, I don’t really know. I’d love to get a lot of cosmetic dentistry done, but no knifes or anything!
- Have no band merch or have band merch from only one band and what would that band be?
Paramore.
- sleep in a car forever or see your favourite band live every other week?
obviously it’s gonna be see your favorite band live every other week!!
- be able to sing amazingly or have no legs?
wow crystal you’re bad at asking questions. um.. gnna have to go with no legs on this one!!
now I tag 11 people
endlesslyparamore
paramorefb
falloutbouy
miserybrickness
misguidedemergency
beaniesbeardsandhaironfire
thisisaparamoreblog
Parayeah (Tilda from Parayeah)
Pmorestreetcrew (Maria AND Craig from Pmorestreetcrew so this counts as 2.)
yelyahwilliams (I understand if you’re too busy to do this :P)
my questions
1. What is your earliest childhood memory?
2. you now have the power to turn back time, either to relive something or change it. what are you going to do?
3. you’re running a festival with unlimited funds. you need a line up for 3 days. who’s your headlining acts? 3 needed for each day.
4. you have superpowers, do you either A) decide to keep them a secret and use them for good. B) parade around like “HEY LOOK I GOT SUPERPOWERS!!”
5. has anyone close to you ever died? if so, recall your happiest memory with them.
6. Twitter or Tumblr?
7. what’s your favorite band right now?
8. what’s your number one most prized possession?
9. You’ve got to choose between everything you ever wanted and everything you already have. anything that you have now even if it’s part of what you’ve always wanted will be gone. what do you choose to do? be happy with what you have or risk it all for everything you want?
10. do you believe in love?
11. your favorite paramore song.